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A friend told me what happened to her bff's rabbit and how Sake (bunny) waited for her before letting go.. I couldn't help but relate and remember the same pain that plagued me many times over but still fail to get used to it.
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To Angelo, Elda, Banikong, Kulasa, Cherry, Scotch, Tequila, Brandy, Agatona, Judd, Keanu, Isa, Chucky, Shyler, Amber, Psycho, Capuccino, Mocha, baby Hamsters, babies nila shyler, ermm... to the other hamsters I didn't get to name... Charcoal, Melody, Cajima, Yung mga fishes namin na nag-pass on na, babies nila Chucky, Bismarch, Borgy, Clint, Bogart and the others whose names I can't recall but still love as much... *sniff* sana you're all happy in heaven. *sniff* I miss you all and I'm very sorry sa mga pagkukulang ko. *sniff* Mahal na mahal ko kayo. *sniff* may bago kayong makakasama dyan, si Sake. Sya yung bunny ng friend ni Gwen na na-poison ng mga bobong pintor na sinadyang mag-mix ng paint sa tabi nya. :(
God, please bless Sake and her owner. :( Pati na po sila Kulasa and yung iba pa po naming mga pets na ndi na nakasama sa list... please let them all know na we're hoping for their happiness up there with You in heaven. We know na you'll take better care of them than we did. ='(
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please forgive me for being emo... - Coven:Living Room
- Feeling:depressed
 - Music: :Taylor Swift - Fearless
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Gah! It's 5 AM already and my partner in crime's already asleep. Lea's staying with us for the summer vacation. I'm getting addicted to Facebook's Mafia Wars and sadly getting really affected by the gameplay. The frickin players are so noob! I can't believe that by trying to avoid getting hitlisted, I get hitlisted. If I attack random people in fights, they hitlist me. If I don't attack people, they attack me and bully me... if I hitlist the bullies, they hitlist me back. If I attack people on the hitlist, they put me on the hitlist. Heck if my deathcount reach double digits, I'm going to stop taking crap from those people (yes, I keep a list). But then again, it's just a game... :) In any case, I'm very thankful to my mafia for donating armories to me. Thank you to Hades, Toto Wil who only asks for a simple energy pack in return, Faitherz, Magnetic Rose, Totit for finding stuff I need and trading them with me, Dan - who still donated stuff even if I keep telling him I'm already mortified by his generosity, and especially to Erving who donated countess loot items and vault collections that are waaaay beyond my level (I instantly won my first battle after that) I was moved so much by his generosity that I gave back my gratitude by donating building furniture, clothes and decors to him in Restaurant City which is where I usually pay people back for their generosity in Mafia Wars. Hm... a while ago, Achilles (my sister's pomeranian spitz) was making coughing sounds that seem like he's choking. After some time we noticed that it was quite severe and observed him. He coughed out a jolen and a few moments later a broken clamshell. I instantly alerted my sister (who's in Bankok) via (guess what) facebook XD leaving a message on her wall implying that if she were to read it, then she needs to contact me asap. After a few moments she messaged me in FB chat and I told her what was happening. She told us to bring the dog to it's vet even though it was 3 AM since the vet was open 24 hours and so we did. The vet examined Achilles for any foreign body left in his stomach. Thankfully, there wasn't any more. But he was still coughing mad and it turns out that he had kennel cough. He finally caught the virus since he missed his shot.The doctor gave him an antibiotic, vitamin c, and something for his immunity. The vet said that kennel flu infection comes from other dogs who have it. Well... Achilles is now under observation - which is why I brought Freya into my room again ('cause she'll be all alone outside). As for rinoa-heartilly.net, I've finally paid my bill! Haha... I've also finished the layout and will upload it later. I'll also be emailing site owners for the webring I created. :) | |
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A while ago, I got home from the DLSU Ensemble and Innersoul concert. I've witnessed, yet again, that no cd or digital music can compensate for live music.
The concert was overwhelming, sensual, emotion-laden. One can clearly observe that the student-musicians are as polished to perfection as their musical instruments. Emotions of love can be felt to the extremes thanks to the DLSU ensemble and heartwarming songs by innersoul will linger in your mind.
When it comes to instrumental music and live singing, I can be such a critique. I may not be a very good pianist nor can I sing but I can recognize perfect talent. And one can never determine if a skill is genuine or not unless seen and heard live. Innersoul and Ensemble haven't disappointed me yet.
Anyway, while I was watching TV, I saw the face of the controversial Rima Ostwani. I recognized her as the Student Governing Officer President back at St. Paul. And now I have no doubts about Diether being happy, Rima, indeed, is an ideal woman; smart, beautiful and nice. And by smart, I mean really smart, she was also a consistent dean's lister at dlsu. Her beauty matches her brains. XD | |
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BOO @ RP Remake of Twilight!! X(
I'm not a HUGE fan of Twilight but I admit that Edward's character is lovable and it would really be great if my bf had his superhuman qualities but then again, every girl would chase him and I'd have a hard time keeping him for myself XD. My mom, on the other hand, is fangirling obsessed towards Edward. She doesn't admit it but it's so obvious. She watched it five times (and counting), making up unbelievable excuses everytime I ask her why she's replaying the movie again, she memorized every character, every scene, every act, every theory. Aside from that, she always talks about Edward; when my dad was tipsy, she was making fun of his antics by using edward; she was comparing my nephew and brother in law to Edward, she even compared politicians to Edward and includes him in current events. She was even planning to buy the really really thick books after watching the movie 'cause she wanted to know more... she doesn't EVER buy novels... only cook books and spiritual books... and when she found out that the book's sold out, she asked me to borrow from my friends. I have nothing against my mom having a crush towards a teen heartthrob but... it just feels weird that my mom's acting like the teen hehehe. At least, she'll understand my admiration for gothic/dark culture/fashion. Anyway, I know this is an old issue but while I was in line for final casting yesterday, I think I heard the other girl (who was from ABS CBN) say that they already started to shoot for the RP remake of twilight and the cast she mentioned is the same as the one in this website ( I just saw the website today when I searched about the issue). I know ABS CBN already denied this pero... "Takipsilim" seems to be a financial opportunity for them, it's possible that they push through with it. The idea is so gross. XP I miss Jd, he's spending his holidays with his mom and relatives in Gen San. But when he comes back, he's all mine haha. I'll be visiting his place when he comes back because I miss him already, to get his dad's Christmas gift to me, and to play Dynasty Warriors in PS3 XD XD - Feeling:content
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Argh! I’m too stressed out. Maybe I should leave school temporarily and focus on work. But then again, I could get the minimum number of load for the term, hopefully mom will agree or I’ll have to make her agree. As for r-hNET, I’ll be taking the Christmas break to the launch of 5 websites. X.X but first, I’ll have to finish my job making the kaakibat website. (It feels so nice to earn your own munny :”> ) I’ll also be going to the gym ‘cause I’m getting chubby haha. This is such a cost-benefit analysis… Option A: Minimum load/Minimum Work - HUGE RISK/WILL MOST PROBABLY BE inefficient in one aspect - Will need study group ‘cause it’s so difficult to go about without someone I can ask about stuff. - Mom will most likely disagree - I will be able to earn munny while studying - Will be able to apply concepts etc. in real business - I will be able to spend more time with piggylet and friends - Nai Cha Option B: Leave School Temporarily and Focus On Work/OJT - Can’t go to school - More time/focus on earning munny - Won’t be able to see piggylet and friends - No Nai Cha - Will most probably get bored - Pops will have the time to train me since he’s been complaining forever about growing old and that he has to train me pa etc. etc. so I should graduate blah blah - Will get rest from school and I’ll probably appreciate it when I get back - More training for school and I’ll be more experienced when I get back - Less dates with pig - No Nai Cha - I’ll be able to get good experience - I’ll be able to buy my own stuff :D Option C: Just Continue With School - I’ll get bored of school. I doubt I’ll just stay put with this one. I’ll most probably end up with option A if I go with this one. - If done right, I’ll get better grades and focus on school - On the other hand, I learn a whole lot of things I don’t learn from textbooks/school by working experience - I’ll be seeing piggy and friends - Nai Cha - No munny T________T Option D: ??? - Will get more chances - Secret weapon Thankfully, I have already settled with my dad about graduating or not. He told me that he’s ok with any as long as I’ll be able to live well and manage the business well… aww. T_T *hugs her dad* To do list:
WEBSITE/WEBDEVELOPMENT (personal):
§ Bunny Guide (layout/coding/content (interview, confirm, document)) § Portfolio (layout/content) § WebDev Profile (layout/content) –pretty easy to do X) JOB-RELATED § Commission Art for Website § Provide the specs for the website to be given to the developer (website is too complex for me) § Finish the Kaakibat website (install forums/rss) § Finish trial/pricing/ etc MISC. § Start artwork for March fuel § Gym =P § FINISH SUPERNATURAL SEASON 4 (woohoo! Ang astig ni Cassiel! But I don’t like the new Ruby) § Finish more PSP games so I’ll grow tired of it and it won’t bother me much about work. Grr… I need to update my wishlist. Oh and I HATE accounting… it’s quite ironic that my second cousin’s the 1st placer in the cpa exam and I’m thriving in basic accounting. =P she’s a genius, I’m not denying that haha but we’re not close so I think twice whenever I want to ask for her help. I like my prof in actbas though, and whether the end result is good or bad, I salute miss Joy, she does her job very well. - Feeling:scared
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Weeks have passed when summer vacation started and I am enjoying every bit of it. I’ve gained 5 pounds since school and I intend to lose the same amount of weight plus more (with exercise) when school begins. In a way I still blame Jd for making me fat, he routinely fed me whenever I felt hungry even when I don’t feel like eating and it then became a habit of mine to eat even if I don’t feel like it.
He even gave me a box of Ferrero near school end and I can’t help but notice and be pleased that his treats of Ferrero boxes keep getting bigger (will I get double of the chocolates below next time?) 
See how much volume I got by looking at my current picture below with my lovely nails that scream summer. 
I got them yesterday when I and my mom went to Glorietta. My mother got her own set of fake nails as well. It’s a little difficult to type as the nails get stuck between the keys but they are durable enough for ten days to withstand scratches from the keyboard. I also uploaded the photos of our summer place at Bicol since my last visit and my doll concepts which I all finished since last month to my deviantart. Ack. I’m also going to be in Seventeen Magazine’s May issue. Haha... the world will see how fat I have become. 
- Coven:Office
- Feeling:rejuvenated
 - Music: :Rivermaya - Balisong
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It arrived in the Philippines on Monday, March 24. On march 26, I called EMS and they said that my package will be delivered that day -- it wasn't. I tracked it again and the website said that there was an attempted delivery that day. Finally, I called EMS again and gave my details again and my packaged arrived.  Unopened box  Clockwise: blonde wig, back stripped stockings, solid black stockings, red & black stockings, yellow & black stockings, black net stockings, erm... black hole-y punk stockings(?), Dollmore stickers (free), Dollmore postcard (free), Korean crackers (free), black & red checkered boots. (Thanks to Piggu for the support and help o.O)   Maddie sporting her new punk wig. She looks innocently twisted. XD I'm still expecting some stuff so I can complete her outfit which I'm going to ask our family friend to make. :) It's really nice to come home to Banizilla and a nice package after a day with three exams. I passed my last quiz in Accounting :D and I'm really thankful to God for it 'cause I know he enlightened me -- srsly, He did. I think I also got the highest score in my last BUSORGA quiz :D . I'm not sure how I did for my exams today... I'm already sure I got three mistakes in my accounting test... I hope I pass all my test. *prays* - Feeling:contemplative
 - Music: :Kings of Leon - Charmer
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After so many months, she's here! I've always like gothic, creepy dolls. Ever since I saw Candy Candy in a Horror Movie when I was three, I asked my parents for my own homicidal doll (not that I intended for it to kill). Sadly, I lost her when we moved. A few years ago, I watched DollMaster and saw Mina. I was desperate to have a doll like her, it's what I wanted ever since I lost my first doll. When news was relayed to me about the dolls in the movies being BJDs, I was introduced to Dollfies. At first, I wanted Megu since she looked like Mina. When I found out that she costs around 22K, I almost gave up my dreams of having a BJD until I get a job. When I saw that Nana looked better in various styles, I was in a dilemma. Megu was kind of difficult to style, she looked too gothic to fit into other looks. I asked Jd and he said he likes Nana more so I got her. Real Name: Luna Madolin Namesake: Lunatic ( Suffering from lunacy; insane); Mad ( Angry; resentful.) Nicknames: Mad, Maddie Birthdate: none yet Date of Arrival: March 9, 2008
Type: Volks Super Dollfie Pure Skin Nana Notice that she doesn't have a birthday yet. That's because she doesn't have a soul-not yet. I have a special purpose for her. - Feeling:happy
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It has been a long time since I posted. I think that it's almost been a month... well... what can I do? I'm really really busy. I have 4 frickin' majors this term and I only have 10 minute intervals. It pays, you know... focusing on my studies every now and then. I tried studying for one of my exams... they say I got the highest... well so my blockmates say.  More importantly, I'm so happy that mommy Rien ( ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) juworu) and daddy Wobert ( ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) teeth_for_eyes) are engaged. Mommy has helped me so much to get through a number of maelstroms (may it be about a heartache or a dilemma). I know that her heart had a lot of difficulties before meeting dad and I am relieved that she finally gets the love she deserves. (notice the absolute happiness that replaces the usual scowl and daddy... well... he's usually like that... but notice how happy they are?) Why are there so many people getting engaged lately? There was Bea first (I don't really know her but she's a contact), then there's my Atchi (she also went through a lot so I'm very happy for her), then there's Jd's Atchi (I'm invited to her wedding in October this year and mommy approved :D ) and now there's mommy Rien and Daddy Eva. I hope Jd and I will end up the same... but we're not yet ready. :D  There are whispers about Paramore doing a concert here in the Philippines around June this year. This came from my blockmate Flip. Me and Babe might watch them but I checked their website and there are no details about it yet. Furthermore, word has it that they have canceled most of their tours due to exhaustion. I hope they do a concert. Meanwhile, my sim decided to rest. After six long years of keeping it, I found it in my bag one day and saw that it was sim blocked... now... I know I should have kept it but since I have a tendency to lose things, I had my mom keep it but she forgot where she placed it. Oh well... I GMed my new number to my contacts in Y!M. Oh well... it's a good way of letting go of the past but... what about the ones I don't want to let go? T_T Hee-hee... 500 php nalang... may PSP na ako :D. And andito na daw yung BJD ko sa Pinas... shemay... one day it's going to arrive at my doorstep. Gwen gave us these pictures. I made it into a .gif file. Jd's so cute... and chubby... and whiter than me. T_T  - Feeling:listless
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Yesterday… My photoshoot yesterday was great. Ate Pia of Marie Claire is so nice and so generous. When I arrived at Summit Studios, there were lots of food and drinks. She offered me to eat a lot of times and well… who am I to resist? After all, I didn’t eat my breakfast. The magazine’s out this April. Apparently, it was a challenge as I looked too young. Hence, we worked in angles. The photographer, Ocs, is really nice and fun to work with. He asked me for his catalogue. Yey! I went to school after, Economics and then History of Civilizations. After classes, I was bushed and I still had to study for two quizzes, do a script for Anthropology and make a mascot design for the Lasallian Ambassadors. It’s a great thing that Piggy knows how to cheer me up. He treated me to a Japanese restaurant (today it’s Yellow Cab). At least I got some good food before stressing myself yesterday.
Please include them in your prayers… (Supernatural) Waaahhhhh!!! John Winchester is dead. T______T Anyway, a lot of fatalities and bad fate has been falling upon Lasallians which also includes the LAMB. Sadly today, RJ Manzano had let go. I don’t know him but a lot of the people in my Y!M do (so I asked). Apparently he was in a coma for two days due to a stroke and today… He was an ROTC cadet and a karate-ka. Also, Patricia (my blockmate in one of my classes today and co-Lasallian Ambassador), is confined in Makati Med. It just scares me… how unpredictable things can get... and how as I'm typing this now, while I was posing yesterday, eating my heart out at that Japanese restaurant... people are dying…. It reminds me how time stops for no one and how I should spend every second like it’s my last.
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- Feeling:blank
 - Music: :Modest Mouse - Dashboard
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